Monday January 8, 2018
Start today diary note with the weather. Ice storms coming our way and the schools have let out early. Need to go pay my car insurance bill after my hair drys. Not much to say really it's been the same thing all time.
I'm taking Marky (my dog) to the vet tomorrow. I'm expecting it's time to put him down. He has several tumors and one on his leg is now breaking open with sores on it. Yesterday, he lost control of bladder several time. He looked shocked that it happened and he made several messes around the house. Thank goodness for my carpet cleaner. I still need to go back over it again. I could tell he was embarrassed and he was caught off guard to the whole incident. I feel really sorry for him and I can see that he is suffering every day. Gradually declining. Yet, I look at his face and I still see that playful little puppy he always was and the look he gives me when he wants a treat.
His mentality is good except for the physical pain he has and which is affecting he appears to be getting some depression. I'm going to see if anything can be done. But, I know I really need to end his suffering and put him to sleep. Tomorrow will not be a good day.
Mom said she will come with me. But, I wish she would just stay home and let me deal with it my way. With her there I have to worry about her to and that makes it harder for me.
I'll probably do an update tomorrow. Laters.
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