Saturday
Thinking about my new camera I ordered and I really can't wait to get it. It has telephoto lens and it should be great for taking pictures of birds this summer. Over spent for Christmas again but this year it was mostly on myself. I've spent more this year than I usually do.Of course I had to put up with the usual "Bull Shit" around here. Appears they are once again rewriting and renaming their codes. Yep it hurts. They know it. These people have been repeating the word redundancy all day. Talking about redundancy 6 years of renaming codes at least twice per week. It's the same crap. But, they think its humorous but I think they need to get a real life instead of living inside these systems and codes and leave everybody alone. Stupid is what stupid does.
Some are very happy with it because they are getting paid to do it over and over again. Each time they act like they have done something terrific but its really the same crap. But, their boss forgets it and just keeps letting them do it. It's totally ridiculous and I can't get them to even realize what they are doing. At the same time it's extremely dangerous to others who are in the systems. I'm just waiting for the day they do something so extreme that it actually kills all of us. They won't have a way to stop it. At the rate they are going I suspect it to happen any time. I'm really sick of these people because they are sick. It's everyday they do this stuff. If you're not familiar with my "The Bull Hit" Blog that's what I'm talking about. It's hard to explain so I won't even try to explain it here. I really can't believe what these people do. In so far as human trafficking and everything.
I've set here most of the day having to listening to their "Bull Shit" again. It really does get on my nerves and they know it. I keep trying to find someone who could help. I've filed several reports this past month yet again.
Mom got another computer yesterday it's very basic and probably about the cheapest you can buy but they are already threatening to wipe it out like the others. As a matter of fact they have already access her computer when she was trying to set it up. It's really pathetic that they are doing that to an 79 year old women. They think it makes them look cool or sophisticated because they are technically inclined but basically they are not they just have stolen equipment that most people do not have access to. She's 79 years old she only wants it to look at facebook and talk to her family. They basically enjoy terrorizing people like a bully. These guys are supposed to be adults. They act like teenagers in high school some of the things they do. But, I suppose if you live in these systems you don't have much of a chance to actually advance your intelligence in social and morality fields. Children are being held back socially also and losing ground in school. I've heard that several of them have been held back a few years which leading to dropping out. Again, its holding them back in gaining the life skills they need to advance into adulthood. It keeps them locked into these systems trying to find ways to make money because they have no understanding of real life or reality. They get lost in it like a perpetual cycle or circle. They just keep looping "infinite looping themselves" back to it because its all that they have ever been taught. It's sad really. Even more sad is that most of them are adult children of the ones who started all this. So, the cycle continues in their own children. It's easy for them to lose sight of reality because of the misperception that they are better than everybody else or special because the have access to systems and equipment that most do not . There is whole world out here that they basically know nothing about. It's part of the infinite loop they are basically creating in themselves.
I really hate that I have to spend my Saturday dealing with these people. There is so much more to life that I should have been doing today. Then listening to these people. Of course I don't have much of a choice in the matter. But they do and choose this type of life. I can't understand why they would want to be doing this. There's so much more to life than this and a much happier one. They think they are happy but again they are blinded to all they are losing everyday. A wife at home they could be with instead, a family they could be with, something more enjoyable even watching a movie. It was a nice day I would have rather spent my day out doing something instead of in this house. I hope that when I get my new camera that I can do more. I much rather be able to spend time with my elderly mother before she passes away because the reality is with her age there may not be many more years left. We are all uncertain what lies ahead or how much more time we have on this earth. This most definitely isn't how I want to spend my life. Most people still in these systems are getting up in the years most are over 50 years of age and some have been in this system for 47 years and their lives really hasn't advanced or changed much. They are not rich like they think they are. It's a false reality. Some may have toys and cars but they have lost or losing what really matters in life. A true honest person or family that genuinely loves and care about them. Not for what they can dish out in money. Some that had this same false perception 47 years ago has nothing today. They live in a mobile home and they are lonely they still frequent the system to get that false high that they are somebody. They even know the reality of it so they right a code that tries to tell everybody that they are a very influential person to try get other people to believe that they are not what they really are. It's hard to face the truth even harder to live it. They look for a fictitious fantasy to spend the rest of their lives in because they can't deal with the truth and reality of the fact that it failed 47 years ago and it's doing the same today.
Many lives have been taken in these "systems" more than can actually be counted because most have been kept secret. The effects of which are destroying our community like a rapid spreading virus in so many ways that I think it impossible to even note, type or find a word for it. Some say "the enormity of the situation" "the absurdity of it all" "the surreality of it". Those come close but the varying ways is limitless and so is it's affects. It can never be undone. But the extreme sadness of it all is that it could have been stopped 47 years ago. It can still be stopped. That would be the best thing that could ever happen to these systems. Just to simply stop the cycle. Just simply stop.
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